For Camille

I have lost my best friend. She was a woman bigger, stronger, and wiser than her body would allow. If it were not for her, I would not have risen above complaisance and achieved a fulfilling life.

Although I know she lived a lifetime longer than expected, it does little to diminsh my pain. For the entire time I knew her, she was helping others. Only within these last years was she being rewarded for all of her struggle. I still don't understand or appreciate the inequity of it all.

I am lucky, in that I have a wonderful boyfriend, son, and family still here to help me. Their support has been wonderful, and I am happy to be so loved. But for now, my heart breaks. I hope I can be half as awesome of a role model. Kick ass, babe. I will miss you.